Actress Tan Kheng Hua On Her Creative Work And Positive Mindset
The actor has been featured in more international productions than ever at age 58. Yet, she once battled the fear of being forgotten.
Tan Kheng Hua is a presenceâand present. The actor/producer, petite and unpretentious, fully invests in conversations before her, be they about falsies or young creatives. She leads with âCall me Kheng!â and asks after everyone. The questions arenât the autoresponders of a seasoned celebrity, but those of a conscientious student of her environment and its humans, inviting reciprocal warmth.
Back in 2008, she poured that energy into stage production Itâs My Life!, spending a year working with then-teenagers (todayâs millennials) to capture their coming of age amid nascent social media channels.
âI still want to do something like Itâs My Life! again,â she says. At her Joo Chiat home, where she lives with her 23-year old daughter Shi-An and their cat Toastie, she marvels at the up-and-coming centennials. âI personally love looking at their creativity on TikTok; on Instagram. I love what theyâre doing in the films I see on (online video content platforms) YouTube, Not Safe for TV and Viddsee. We have so many wonderful songwriters, all Singaporean, who are so, so good.â
Sheâs working on a possible stage production here next year. And, over a pandemic that stalled live performances, she kept a packed schedule, commuting between Singapore, Los Angeles and Vancouver as a regular on The CWâs action-adventure television series Kung Fu (2021), now available on HBO Max.
The series has an all-Asian cast. Replacing David Carradineâs fugitive Shaolin monk Kwai Chang Caine in the 1972 original is female protagonist, Nicky Shen (played by Olivia Liang), who spends three years mastering kung fu at an all-female monastery before returning home to San Francisco and becoming a vigilante (reminiscent of The CWâs other hit series Arrow).
Kheng Hua plays her mum, Mei-Li Shen, a mother different from her Kerry Chu role in blockbuster Crazy Rich Asians (2018). In between, she landed character roles in the Netflix show Medical Police and CBSâs Magnum P.I. On Greyâs Anatomy (Season 16, episode 20), she played Vera Kitano, a patient who cannot stop singing post-surgery. In 2023, sheâll also be one of the voice talentsâwith Sandra Oh, Michelle Yeoh and Henry Goldingâin Paramountâs animated full-length feature The Tigerâs Apprentice.
Sheâs struck by the high standards of professionalism in North America, from stand-ins to showrunners. Because sheâs in the main cast of Kung Fu, for example, supervisors sign off after every makeup session to safeguard her image. âItâs wonderful to be ensconced in an environment where everybody is so good at what they do,â she says.
Sheâs ever exploring ways to take Singapore stories overseas too, but those arenât the only pieces of home she travels with. She shares Singapore style items as gifts. âMy luggage is threeâquarters filledânot with my own things, but with gifts from Freshly Pressed Socks, The Art Faculty (coasters, sustainable cutlery, picnic mats, pouches and more), SCENE SHANG (house items) and Binary Style (scarves).â
Her favouritesââall Singapore designers and brands!ââinclude KLARRA, Stolen, Ong Shunmugam, TheKANG accessories, CHARLES & KEITH shoes and Beyond The Vinesâ Dumpling Bag. Also on the list: Chunky shoes, shorts, denim, flared pants, oneâpiece pantsuits or playsuits. âI love a nice dress for a day press event. I love a nice, unusual and easy-to-wear outfit for more dressy night events.â
She dresses simply and doesnât feel she needs to spend a lot to look nice, or too much time primping. âI always immediately know what I like when I go shopping,â she says. âI know what shapes suit my body, how I move, how I talk and how I like to live. I like a masculine edge. I never dress pretty. I steer clear of pastels. I love rummaging, and mixing and matching. I love exploring malls where youâd never think to find nice things⊠One of my favourite things to be in the whole day is a bikini.â
Well, this one time, there was orange lipstick. As style mistakes go, she says: âI bought one, never used it and always wondered what made me do itâŠâ Otherwise, her sartorial sensibilities are constant. Her one must-have item has been a fixture in her wardrobe since her teens for its look, feel and fit: âClogs! I have so many pairs of clogs. Heeled, and not, in brown and black!â
Given her track record that includes earlier stage outings, local TV series Masters of the Sea (1994) and Phua Chu Kang (1997 to 2007), films such as Cages (2005) and major theatre blockbusters, Kheng Hua is a consistent overachiever.
Before TV fame, sheâd graduated magna cum laude from Indiana Universityâs OâNeill School of Public and Environmental Affairs with a Bachelor of Science degree, and held corporate jobs from the mid-1980s to the mid-1990s in public affairs at fashion retail and distributor F J Benjamin, then department store C.K. Tang (as it was called then).
Simultaneously, she acted. That corporate phase was âinvaluableâ, providing her with financial stability and people who nurtured her. âThe muscles built during that time really, really help in my entire life, no matter what I do.â
She is an ace at managing time. âAs a creative, that is so important, because your entire life is your work,â she says. âThe more you know how to organise what you need from it, the more you can harness all the good things that youâll need for your expression.â
Those years still inform her work. âAt C.K. Tang, they were very interested in telling a Singapore story, because we were a local department store. And this lens is something that Iâve carried with me. I still have that DNAâtelling the Singapore story.â
At 31, in the afterglow of an Australian tour with TheatreWorks for (the late) Kuo Pao Kunâs play Lao Jiu (literally âninth childâ), as a newly-wed and homeowner, she turned to the arts full-time. âI thought: Iâve got enough of a financial buffer. Iâve got nice, emotional support. I think this is a good time to tryâfor a couple of yearsâthis other side of me⊠see whether I like it or not.â
Itâs been 27 years since, with a body of work arguably more diverse than any other Singaporean actor. âI peppered my life with a whole bunch of stuff,â she says. âI acted for the camera, I acted on the stage, I produced for television, I produced for the stage. And Iâm a mum.â
Sheâs driven to move towards clarity, making her a fast decision maker. âI only work on clear, 100 percent yesses, which give you a clarity of mind and spirit. Iâve always found it very natural to live my life according to my own terms. I never feel that I have to fight and claw and everythingâs, like, choking me up or whatever.â
She also embraces past mistakes: âI think some mistakes I havenâtâand probably will neverâfully recover from. But Iâm almost glad for that, because there are some mistakes that keep reminding me to never do them again.â
By contrast, in her 30s, she took on too much. âI found myself saying âyesâ a lot, afraid that if I didnât, people were going to forget me,â she reflects. âBut it was very good that happened to me in my 30s. Because in my 40s, and definitely now in my 50s, Iâm so much more healthy in the way I make my career decisions.â
These days, she carefully considers each project before agreeing to it, mindful that sheâs also committing to accepting its outcomes. âYouâre only as good as your last project,â she says. âBecause your bodyâwhich is a mystery in itselfâis your instrument and sometimes, it doesnât work and you donât really know why. But all you do is just get back into the ring and you just try.â In her 50s, she has found her balance in a volatile zone. And she says: âI love it!â
âI was very ready to redefine myself,â she points out. âFresh eyes looking at me means no expectations, no baggage. Nothing. Iâm just this person who looks like me, walking into a room, and theyâre very excited to see what I can give them. I can be something completely different. They donât know that youâre Margaret from Phua Chu Kang!â
For her, finding renewal comes with a focus on purpose, not accolades. She recalls a walk with a dear friend, when the pair covered more than 10,000 steps, surprising themselves. Their intent was to reconnect, but the happy bonus was the achievement. âI think thatâs the way to handle [things]. You just take one step after another. Just make sure that the one step you take, youâre giving 100 percent, youâre trying to be present and you donât waste your time.â
To stay well in mind and body, she shares advice from her doctor: âDo what you can.â
âItâs a beautiful piece of advice, isnât it? Sometimes, you just need to be reminded. Sometimes, âdo what you canâ is very little, but there are days when I can do a lot. Thatâs what I encourage people to do too.â
Photographer: Shawn Paul Tan
Stylist: Windy Aulia
Makeup: Red Ngoh
Hair: Colin Yeo/Tress & Curvy
Stylistâs assistants: Lauren Alexa; Nadia Lim
Text: Serene Goh/Harper's Bazaar